I can't think...

I can't sleep more than 2 or 3 hours without waking up In a cold sweat, heart pounding, short of breath, thinking I'm dying. Then once I manage to go back to sleep its time to start my day.

I can't stop thinking that everything is falling apart but I still have to try and function through the day. What choice do I have? Everyone already thinks I'm crazy if I stop juggling and all the balls fall it will totally be confirmed.

I just want to sleep then maybe I can think or not think. Maybe then I can stop all the thoughts worries fears planning juggling long enough to put things back in order without my house of cards toppling over.

Need a shower.
Going back to bed

The cup trick

My youngest son always drinks/eats whatever he wants in the refrigerator. It doesn't really matter if it's communal or your personal meal/drink that you put up. So my daughter decides to do something about it. She put her cup in the fridge with water and vinegar in it. Then went off and forgot about it.

Of course he fell for it and it was extra funny because she totally forgot she was pranking him.

So the war began...

I keep finding random, lidded cups in my refrigerator with water? in them. It has worked only on my son, but I think my fridge smells a little fresher for it.

My daughter has hinted that she put laxative in his oodles of noodles. I don't think she really did, but that little Joker of mine just thanked her and went about his "business!". Now I'm a bit worried and have collected the few laxatives in the house. We have one bathroom and I'm not about to have everyone ill at the same time.

"Can you imagine that!"